I just don't know...

也不是真的不要關心也不是真的不曾介意
可偏我也不是真的拒絕這一切
只留下自己

也不是全都不理不聽也不是真的無從繼續
可每一次我的試著堅強
都成了不得已的哭泣

i'm screaming i'm losing all of it
i'm trying to be mature someday but
til now it's still in vain

i'm bearing i'm losing all of it
i'm trying to go on this path
but you said i haven't get the jest

也不是真的不要關心也不是真的想盡辦法任性
而你懂不懂我懂不懂
其實我心底都珍惜

也不是真的不理不聽也不是硬要顛反事理
可每一次我的試著靠近都成了你看見的抗議

i'm screaming i'm losing all of it
i'm trying to be perfect someday
but til now it's still in vain

i'm bearing i'm losing all of it
i'm trying to be understood
but you said i haven't had seen't get
(but you said i haven't see the point)
i'm try it out
i'll try it out
i'm trying out sometime
i'm trying out someday